【人】

我又收到那些无聊的站内信息了..

内容还是一样的..跑不掉..

从来不会是好的..都是坏的..

而且都是一些我不认识的人..

他们是谁?我不懂..我也不想去懂..

习惯就好..我一直以来不就是这样过的吗?

很好奇..我们互不相识..

为什么要中伤我? 糟蹋我?

我也没冒犯过你们..为什么你们要这样做?

真搞不懂..谁可以告诉我到底是为什么?

我不给人电话号码也是有我的原因..

第一.. 我很少动电话很少回复.. 我怕你们拿了我号码后..信息我我没回复..你们就说我骄傲..我不喜欢这样.. 因为这种事我遇到很多次了..怕了..

第二..有的人很不守信用..拿了我号码后没经过我的同意就到处给人..就因为我没回复那些人..他们就说一些话中伤我..最讨厌..

这种事我遇到够多了..怕了..我觉得很累..

我有权利选择给或不给..这是我的自由..

我有错吗?我到底哪里错了?

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真想不到世界上真的会有这样的人..

【家 ❤】

已经一个月没回家的我..今天终于回到家咯! ^^

两个星期的假期哦..真的是爽到 :D

可是放假也要回学校补课..可怜咯..

没办法咯..怕来不及教完嘛 [>.<]

一下巴士就打电话给哥哥..叫他出来载我..

还以为他不在家..可是很幸运的他今天有在家..

我跟他说我早上到现在没吃到东西..很饿..

他就一直问做么不要吃..他跟妈妈一样了 [@@]

然后我们就一起去吃晚餐..吃肉骨茶..

哇~超久没吃了..想念它的味道 [>v<]

哥哥自己吃很少..都让给我吃了..

哟~每次都是这样的他..窝心到啊~~~

要是弟弟今天在家的话他一定会煮东西给我吃的..哈哈

自从弟弟会煮后..每次我回家都是他煮给我吃..

有时我自己要煮..他都是坚持自己煮..

他说他煮的很好吃..要我试试他的手艺喔~

哈哈..不过他真的很厉害下..都很好吃..

以后哪个女的嫁给他有福咯..哈哈! =P

妈妈昨天晚上打电话给我..她下个礼拜就会回来了..

可能会迟几天回..因为小姑叫她去KL玩几天再回来..

然后就是那些跑不掉的话咯..她每次打来都会问的..

"你吃了吗?"

"吃什么?"

"不要一直吃煎炸炒的东西啊"

"自己小心啊"

有时候她会说我没良心..因为没打电话给她..

哈哈..老妈..你又不是不知道我很少按电话进电话钱的 [>-<]

有的时候她会骂我hiao..就像昨天那样..

然后我就说回她hiao..她在电话里头呵呵大笑..

就这样两个在电话里面讲来讲去..LOL~

老妈你太可爱了啦..beh tahan nia..哈哈哈

这个假期要拍照咯~~~期待下..

可是又觉得很累下不想拍咯..矛盾!

最近的我越变越矛盾了..还有憔悴去..唉唉~~~

希望可以拍出很好的照片咯..加油 ;]

……回家真好❤ 

【Block it Closer】

one of the puzzle gradually emerged in front of me..

I realize that how terrible are human..

... ...I make a  deep breathe..

I try to control my emotions..

I can not impact by those 'ugly human'..

I cannot be down by them..

I told myself don't easily believe in man ..

I want to shut the door inside my heart closer..block it all..

no one even think about to invade my inner world..

no one is the most reliable person in this world..

the only most trustworthy person is Myself..

【this is not an EXCUSE】

I'm so pissed today..pissed with the f*cking teacher..!!!

I absence EKT class last week..so din complete the notes..

EKT asked me why..I told him that I absence on his class last week..

He asked to do..I said that I do not feeling well last week..

"This is not an excuse .."he say..

I'm so hot to heard that! super duper hot!!

and I just try to control My emotion and answer him.. "it's real~!"

After that you know what he ask?
so ironically.."What hurts you? kidney trouble?"

I'm fucking Hot..! don't even want to answer his stupid question!

I looked down and find for My spec..I don't even wanna look at his stupid face!

finally he ask.. "go to see the doctor?"

Hmm..funny..made ​​me feel that you're very fake..!

I did not respond..just quiet..I don't wanna say any word!

I really do not feel ah..I lie to you can making money?!

Do you know how I feel that day?? I was about to die!

the sudden pain get my body could not move!

Perhaps you will think that I'm exaggerating it..because you are not me..

I think you should also try how Myself feel..

Even my roommates asked for why..I just only answer that I feel uncomfortable ..

it's impossible for me to tell you how hard am I feel in front of many people..

Sorry..I won't do so..I just will answer you that I do not feel well..

I don't want people think that I'm pretending to be poor and sympathy ..

you're f*cking pissed Me today!!!

you make me feel disgusted..