Thursday, December 22, 2011

【IMY. Friends ♥】

读书时..一直想着可以赶快毕业..
毕业后..却感到无比的空虚..
特别怀念那段读书的时光..


这年来..已习惯了每一天都有朋友的陪伴..
大家聚在一起一起说笑..一起胡闹..也一起疯狂过..


那段同居的日子真叫人怀念啊..
但好景不常..一转眼大家都要分开了..
毕业后..大家都要各自回到自己的家乡去..
再也不能每天见面..聚在一起了..




还记得毕业的前几个月..
舍友对我说大家就快毕业就快分开了..
她为此感到很伤心..还不是提起..

而我每一次都很steady的回答她..
"这很正常嘛..大家总要分离..伤心什么..?"
我会这样说或许是我从来没感受过那种跟朋友离别的感觉吧~!




farewell那晚..当院长上台致词时..
心里感到酸酸的..有点感触..
以后再也没机会见到院长在班上教书时那可爱的样子了 :'(
但当晚在farewell上大家都玩到很尽兴..也拍了很多照片..


farewell结束后..我们一大班人一起到Voodoo续摊..
当晚我不知道是疯了还是怎么了..一进场就快速灌了两杯下肚..
看到桌上有酒就往嘴里灌..还high到爬上台跳舞..LOL..
之后更被人灌了3杯酱..不一会儿直接倒地吹喇叭被抬了出去..


当晚醉到整个飘飘然的..我也不懂我做过了什么..
只知道当中发生了一些不愉快的事..我也为此感到有点不开心..
原本大家都可以做朋友..也可以玩得很开心的   :(




隔天早上醒来感觉很不舒服..一直想吐但吐不出来..
那种感觉真的很辛苦..就真的不能这样灌啊..以后不敢了 T.T

那天下午seminar后..我终于也感受到大家就快分开了..
整个心情很down..有一股莫名的感觉一涌而上..
眼眶湿湿的..有想哭的冲动.. :'(




回家后..很不习惯..很空虚..寂寞咯!!!
做什么都没mood..吃也吃不下..好像中了相思病酱..
才回家几天罢了..我都快变自闭了..我不要回复以前那样啊!!! x'O


唉~谁人啊~~~来陪我聊聊天?




朋友..我想你们了 :')

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

【E.♥.S.F】


wohoOs~~~ 终于考完5张PAPER了!!!
wee~~~感觉松了好多哦~~~ 
:D



第一天考PA 2..我觉得自己真的超失败..
有史以来第一次因为考试而感到压力..感觉糟透了!
翻开考卷时我竟然紧张到脑袋空白..不知该从何做起..
啊!!!怎么会这样~~~..我不是很steady的咩?? [T_____T]
最重要的一张竟然就这样被我搞砸了..只好在PA 1加倍努力了..



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最近的我被病菌缠上了..生病了 [+.+]
我已经快3年没生病了..这一天终于到了..哈哈哈哈哈! XP
因为之前注射了一些抵抗病菌的药物..期限是3年..
现在3年快到了..所以药物没效了..抵抗力了..就这样生病了 [@_@]''


刚开始只是感冒..一直流鼻水..
我还以为鼻子敏感呢..结果真的是感冒了 [o..O]''
隔天晚上还发烧了..还好是朋友发现的..
要不然我也不知道自己发烧了..我只知道不舒服而已 [> <]''

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那天晚上最感激的就是林娅甜  VIVIAN华华了..


首先要谢谢林娅甜蜜糖..虽然喝不出是什么味道..可是感觉好像是的 XD
还有你的爱心小毛巾..能用到娅甜的小毛巾真的是幸福到~~~~~ 
SHIT!..我又来发hiao了..学到娅甜的肉麻功了.. [@@]!

还有VIVIAN..很kamsia你的蝙蝠吸血功还有腊肠狗! XD
哈哈哈哈哈..那晚真的是笑到我半死..玩到满身汗..病毒也被排出来了 ;P

华华没有跟我们一起疯真可惜啊..你这样早睡做么~~~[T.T]
可是还是要谢谢你啦..一直催我去睡觉休息..可是我都没听话咯..哈哈哈哈 XP



谢谢你们的照顾关心哦..是很感动幸福下的咯..嘻~ 


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还有某某人..你的告白我真的是有点意外咯..
因为我一直都以为你只是跟我开开玩笑罢了..哈哈 [@~@]''
希望这件事不会影响我们的友谊啦 ;)
..
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还有剩下3张PAPER啊..COMP1..COMP2..和PA 1..
可是是下个星期才考..哈哈..所以还有一个星期的时间给我做准备 ^^
考完试过后就是忙忙忙了..有一大堆东西要做..
可是还是很期待那天的到来..wohoOs~!!!

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STPM考生们加油!!! ;D



Tuesday, November 8, 2011

【11days..】



最近都很夜睡..连续很多天都是4点才睡了..
不懂怎么搞的..就是睡不着..感觉特别high [= =]
有时候半夜3 4点会起来扫地抹地..或是洗衣..
半夜被我吵醒还是被我吓到的人..很抱歉啊~ [>..<]

今天算是对着书最久的一天了..早上到现在..
一整天对着桌上满满的一堆书..废纸..highlight等.. ...
一边k书一边啃着巧克力饼..看似享受..其实很痛苦 [+_____+]
下午还偷偷小睡了几分钟..看到书就想睡 [z_____Z]

最近的胃口也不知怎么了..看到什么都觉得很'heck'!
应该是这里的食物都吃腻了吧?
我没什么胃口咯 [@_@]

今天里边右上角断了一小颗牙出来..
唔.. .怎么一点痛的感觉也没有..?


..离STPM还有11天..
..唉..
.

Monday, October 31, 2011

【给狮子座的一封信】


狮子座不是平常的孩子..他们像黎明的曙光..永远带着一股朝气..
狮子总是喜欢指使别人..有着天使的笑脸..恶魔的心..
狮子像最虔诚的教徒..守护和敬仰着最美的梦..用笑容祭奠悲伤..
他们本有那一双爱笑的眼睛..望见天空时却溢满悲伤..
或者正在祈祷着..天空不要为他们掉眼泪..


狮子们总是心软..即使是面对着那个一次又一次伤害自己的人..
狮子很固执..但是面对着一个很在乎的人..固执的性格却消失了..
狮子很傻很天真..成天以为开怀大笑就可以忘记内心深处的疼痛..
狮子总是这样..总会去安慰伤痕累累的同伴..
自己的伤口却只能由自己来治愈..他们真的很笨..

狮子吃软不吃硬..经常口是心非..很乐观又很悲观..
安全感不多..有点感性..有些话即使害怕错过也不说..
常常被人骗..小敏感..小洁癖..小心软..害怕受伤..
总说自己不孤单..其实很寂寞..对陌生人冷冷的..熟悉后就嘻嘻哈哈..
总表现的很坚强..其实很软弱..总被人误解..却不愿解释..




狮子给人感觉一向大大咧咧..不拘小节..
其实..外表看似粗犷的狮子..也有小小细腻的一面..
狮子的心思慎密..有强烈的保护欲..懂得照顾每个人的感受..
狮子是不惧任何言辞的..有狮子出没的地方..
旁人不会感到孤单..气氛永远不会冷场..
除非狮子情绪不佳..刻意想使场面冷淡..

狮子重感情.容易满足..更容易受伤..
总有一种被忽视的感觉..付出的远超过得到的..
很固执..不懂得放弃..一点点事就胡思乱想..
别人面前笑得很开心..一个人的时候却很落寞..
陌生人前很安静..朋友面前胡闹..
不喜欢一个人逛街..心情不好时喜欢听忧伤的歌..经常不经意的发呆..

狮子看起来很坚强..不容易让人看见心伤..
感情中就算分手..也会带着无所谓的面具..默默承受一切..
也正是因为这样..狮子会让大家误以为对情伤无所谓..可以很快好起来..
事实上..狮子对爱情非常有责任感..一旦爱定某人会非常认真的付出..
狮子一旦决定了方向..就不容易改变..



..很准.都被说中了..

Friday, October 28, 2011

【心. 语】

有些人总是喜欢把别人当作玩笑..不顾及他人的感受..
而且那不是普通的玩笑..可算是人身攻击..
当你选择反驳时..后果会变得更难堪..
因为每次都只有他讲..没有你讲..
所以我都选择保持沉默..
尽量忽视..

可能是我一直都选择保持沉默..所以他们变得更变本加厉..
他们完完全全就是个小流氓..野蛮霸道..不讲理..
就连最基本做人该有的礼貌都没有..你爸妈没教你吗?

靠!!! 我真的是受不了这些人了!!!
他们把别人当作玩笑娱乐自己..
可能这样真的能让他们感到开心..
但他们从来没站在他人的立场想过..
他们的言行举止能让别人感到堕落..不开心..              
                                                                                                                                                             

小丑滑稽的背后也会有崩溃与寂寞..
             小丑再悲伤也只是被当作滑稽..
有谁能了解面具下的心酸..?

我的确有点愤怒..但我也只能保持沉默与忽视..
原因只有一个..我不想把事情闹大..我不喜欢吵吵闹闹的..
我喜欢安安静静..那种和平的感觉..大家相处得很和谐融洽的感觉..

人与人之前的冲突.. 我会尽量去避免..
因为我很会忍..也很快的原谅人..可是每个人的忍耐度是有限的..
当我的忍耐度快要冲破时..我会给你一个无声的假笑..不是一次..而是很多次的假笑..

如果你们对我的态度还是一样的话..那么很抱歉了..
我不会再忍下去了..以前的那个我会出现在你们眼前..
我会陪你们玩个够..既然你们那么喜欢玩..我会奉陪到底..
让你们感受一下..你们糟蹋我的时候..那种感觉是多么的难受..

做人要有个底线..开玩笑也是..
别因为我的傻气和不小气而加以侮辱我..糟蹋我..
我不是你们的玩偶..我也和你们一样..是个有血有肉..有感觉的人类..

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

【r.uSerious.?】

Movie shooting..
3 hours to pay me RM1500..

come on man..
are you serious?
don't try to fool me..

reject. REJECT. REJECT.

I prefer to put all my attention on STPM :)


Monday, October 17, 2011

【FIGHT.4-self】


I must control Myself!

I must control Myself!!


I must control Myself!!!



STPM is coming soon!!!
control yourself man!!

promise yourself!
don't ONLINE start from today!!


arghhh...!!!
it's so hard for me to don't ONLINE!


please man..please..
used the time you online to study..

the exam is near..!!
the time won't waiting for you!!!



TIME IS GOLDEN!!! 


fight for it!

fight for STPM!!

FIGHT FOR YOURSELF!!!



THE FUTURE IS YOURS!!!!!


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

【小丑】


不要以为我什么都不知道..
不要以为我是笨蛋什么都不懂..

谁做什么..谁说什么我一切都看在眼里..
没必要说出来..更不会拆穿你..

你就继续做你的小动作..当你的小丑..
我会以观众的身份看你的演技..看你耍什么把戏..

最讨厌那种爱做小动作的人了..很没品..
看了都讨厌..受不了~!!!

Saturday, September 17, 2011

【be.Strong】


从小..坚强这两个字就一直跟随着我们直到现在..
我们必须学会坚强..因为我们比一般人的经历来的还要多..
什么经历..你我最清楚..外人是永远看不到的..他们也永远不会了解..

曾经..我们所经历过的..跟这小小的挫折比起来根本不算什么..
千万别被那小挫折击败你..要学会阻止那邪恶的思想与性质..别让它侵犯了你的心灵..

凡事不要只往单方面想..有时候不妨往其他好的方面想一想..或许会获得更多的启示..
上天所给你最坏的安排或许是最好的安排..要相信挫折以后就是好事的来临..
勇敢的面对挫折吧..美好的事物正等着你呢 ;)

他人怎么看你..再怎么不信任你都好..也不要觉得失落..
因为你还有我们..不管发生什么事都好..家人都会一直陪伴着你..支持你..
你要知道我们都很珍惜彼此..只是不懂怎么去表达..这就是我们家一直以来的相处方式..
都是默默的为对方付出..只有用心的去感受..才会感受到家人对你的那份爱与关心..

也请你放一百万个心..如果你真的变质了..我一定会叫醒你的..
你也可别忘了这是你向我要求的事 :)








we need even stronger than others,
this is what we learned since childhood.
no matter what is happened,
we're always be with you.







加油..我相信你可以的 ;)



Thursday, September 15, 2011

【Johnny English Reborn】



FINALLY!!!

等了好几个月的时间终于等到了Mr.Bean的新戏了!
超兴奋的啦~!!!..可以再次在银幕上看到豆豆先生..感动呐~~~ o[T^T]o

杰买了10.15pm的票..我们大概10点这样到Jusco..
哇老..那些人真的是多到..满满~ [@.@]
想必都是豆豆先生的粉丝们吧..哈哈~
偶像从出江湖在银幕上怎么可以错过呢~ [^0^]v

买了popcorn和饮料后就进场了..场内的人也是坐到满满的..
进去不久戏就开席播了..期待期待 o[>o<]o

一开场就是笑..看到豆豆先生的脸就觉得好笑 XD
还是老样子..喜欢出'猫招'.. XD
改变很多的是..他老了很多  :"]

虽然剧情没什么..但很无厘头一下..
他的每一小动作都会搞到全场哄堂大笑..
哈哈哈哈哈~!..坐我旁边的情侣很激动下 XD

喂喂~各位各位~~~
记得要去看JOHNNY ENGLISH REBORN厚..
虽然说不是很赞啦..可是也支持下我的偶像啦~嘿嘿 :P

最近有很多新戏我想看耶..可是会破产耶 XD

CONTAGION
MAD GHOST
NASI LEMAK
... ..
.. .
.


唉..干嘛最近出那么多我想看的戏..
害死人吧了咯..我想看~~~ [+_____*]''

唉..明天是Malaysia Day..竟然还要上课..aduii~~~
8点到12点EKT..接下来就是3到4个钟的EKOOI..
再来就是我还有meeting啊~~~ [+.+]

希望明天的我龙马精神啦 [@v@]''

It's time for bed now..
GoodNight's World 

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

【嘻~♪♫ 】

啦啦啦~~~ ♪♫
好像很久没更新了..这里都生草了 XD


woO~~~ ♪♫

今天的心情超好的..sui啊~~~ :D
因为今天的PA PAPER 2考到很顺利啦~~~ :D
时间刚刚好..很有满足感..哈~! XD

可是COMPUTING PAPER 2 就不要说了..我伤心 [=-=]o''
翻开考卷时我整个人傻去..飙泪~!!! [TOT]
出的题目都是容易的..容易到我不会作答 [‘@’]!!!
啊~~~SHIT~!..为什么我不要读~!!!
如果我读的话就 'ho se'了啊..啊~!!!

后悔! 后悔!! 超后悔~!!

算了..还剩下几个月的时间可以让我做好准备..喝~! xO
明天要考PP PAPER 1 了..我竟然还有时间上网 [=..=]
我真的是够力到~~~不懂怎么形容 [+-+]''

啊啦啦啦~~~ ♪♫ 
我看我还是先下线好了..

明天找EKT喝茶去..嘻~~~ ♪♫ 

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

【060811 ❤】

hohohoOs~! I'm 20years old now \[>o<]/
My wishes is... ..

get good result at STPM!
I want get more higher with My height!!
and and and..Friendship Forever with all My Lovely Friends  

can I have more than 3 wishes? hehez [=v=]v


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6 August 2011..12am..
1st celebration with My room-mates..

My room-mates gave me a susprise~!
they came in My room suddenly while I'm watching HongKong movies..
all of their head with spongebob birthday cap..and 3 small cutties cakes at their hands..
OMG~! really don't know what to do at that time..shy [=*.*=]
and they made 5 boiled red eggs for me..the surface of eggs full with handwritten..
what they wish for me on the eggs was so funny and very 'kiam pak'~! haha!
they hit my head with the eggs while I did not pay attention for~! LOL~!
they're so happy and laugh at me coz My sucking pain look~! haha [@_@]''

TQ 湘恬, 雪婷, Vivian, 凯杭, Yvonne, 诗妤, 安梅..
***and SunBelle..thank for your boiled egg ;P

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6 August 2011..afternoon..
2nd celebration with My Seniors..

we have lunch at Old Town..but our gathered times was too short..
coz I have to rush for the 3rd celebration with My old friends..
felt very sorry for that..but I very enjoyed it ^^

TQ YeeLin, Coffin, Evelynn..
***and Yinz..I like the gift so much..thank ^^



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6/7 August 2011..afternoon-morning..
3rd celebration with My Old Friends..

after lunch with My seniors..I went to the 3rd celebration..
after fetch Michell at Auto-City..we went to Gurney to met with Jia Chean and Geraldine..
while waiting them back from jobs..we talks a lot at HOL..
we followed them back to hostel for dressing up after they finished job..
Jerry helped us set the hairs..haha..he's very elastic with hairstyling man..cool~!
11pm..we go down to car park to met Lynn and Kenny after finished dressing..

actually they plan to celebrate My bday at Mois..coz they know I'm really wish to go there..
coz I NEVER go to clubbing before~!..haiz..I want to take a look at there [=.=]
but after discussion..we went to One Stop..coz Jim have show at that night..
felt so bored then we enter the pub..coz there's no one inside there~! [@.@]
so we plan to celebrate at Fuel, Auto-City..there also is a place for clubbing..!
hohoOs~! so excited~! coz I can go to clubbing now..felt so curious how it look like..haha!

JiaChean drive so fast while driving on the Penang Bridge~! like Initial D! haha~!
they're so rush coz there was almost 12am..we must reaches there b4 12am~! [>-<]
but too bad..it's 12am when we wating for the traffic light outside of Auto-City..
when Michell scream that there was 12am..the others in the car was too excited~!
they sing so loudly with understanding in the car~! arghhh..really mad man~!
Jerry gave me a lighter and ask me instead it as a candle and ask me to make a wish~!
ahahahaha~!they're so CUTE~!!! My cute friends~! haha [^-^]''

it's so hard to find a parking place that day..coz it's Saturday night~!
after turn around and around..Lynn and Kenny find a parking place for us finally!haha
when we go in to Fuel..I was stopped by the guard~!they ask for My IC~!
why just stopped Me?? how about My friends? they also same age with Me what [>.<]
after I gave My IC for them they also don't allowed Me to go in..haiz..
I looked too young for them..I just like a 16-17years old little boy coz My babyface..
haiz..I wish My face can become mature!!! please~!!!

Kenny and Jerry accompany me and pretend to walk around at outside to plans~!
Kenny have make a plans that can let me slunk into the club~!haha!
Me and Jerry was so scared~!..coz he have to protect me to slunk into the club after..
I never do like that before..this was My first time! scary~!
but after that we bring up our courage to slunk into the club~!
I pretend to talk with phone coz try to covered My face..and Jerry walk so fast~!
we felt relieve after met Kenny at snooker park..he's waiting for us there..
then we followed him go to met JiaChean and the others..hiuz~! so scared~! [#.#]

all the table beside us all is in strong and high body size..
we looked so small size when compared with them..LOL!
firstly..all of us just stand there and looking around..do not have courage to move..
Lynn and Kenny wa so good in moving and shaking their body..
after few cup of beer into my body..I also started to dance..

maybe the effected of alcohol..we felt so high~! keep dancing~!
so tired and dizzy coz keep jumped and scream..LOL..
nearly to 2am..they take out the b'day cake..
after sing bday song and blow the candle..they knock My head into the cake..
the cake was smashed~! we smear the cream on others face..haha! so fun~!
the table and floor full of creams..our hair and face also full of cream.. :D
waitress laughed at us..OMG..we're so childish..haha! [>.<]

the club close at 2am above..Jim come to met us after his show..
we planned to go to Raja Uda for supper..but too bad it close already..
so we go to MCD..some of us was lay on the table coz so tired..
Michell was drunk..we went back home after Michell sober..

while I take My things at Jia Chean car..she gave me a bag of thing..
she told me that's my bday gift..wauh~!..that's a white Jacket..thank <3

TQ Kenny, Lynn, Jia Chean, Geraldine, Jerry, Wendy, Michell, Ee San


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thank you guys give me an unforgotten Bday..
I won't forget the moment I'm with you guys..
that's was a wonderful memories between us..


Friendship Forever
keep in touch guys ;3