Tuesday, August 9, 2011

【060811 ❤】

hohohoOs~! I'm 20years old now \[>o<]/
My wishes is... ..

get good result at STPM!
I want get more higher with My height!!
and and and..Friendship Forever with all My Lovely Friends ❤ 

can I have more than 3 wishes? hehez [=v=]v


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6 August 2011..12am..
1st celebration with My room-mates..

My room-mates gave me a susprise~!
they came in My room suddenly while I'm watching HongKong movies..
all of their head with spongebob birthday cap..and 3 small cutties cakes at their hands..
OMG~! really don't know what to do at that time..shy [=*.*=]
and they made 5 boiled red eggs for me..the surface of eggs full with handwritten..
what they wish for me on the eggs was so funny and very 'kiam pak'~! haha!
they hit my head with the eggs while I did not pay attention for~! LOL~!
they're so happy and laugh at me coz My sucking pain look~! haha [@_@]''

TQ 湘恬, 雪婷, Vivian, 凯杭, Yvonne, 诗妤, 安梅..
***and SunBelle..thank for your boiled egg ;P

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6 August 2011..afternoon..
2nd celebration with My Seniors..

we have lunch at Old Town..but our gathered times was too short..
coz I have to rush for the 3rd celebration with My old friends..
felt very sorry for that..but I very enjoyed it ^^

TQ YeeLin, Coffin, Evelynn..
***and Yinz..I like the gift so much..thank ^^



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6/7 August 2011..afternoon-morning..
3rd celebration with My Old Friends..

after lunch with My seniors..I went to the 3rd celebration..
after fetch Michell at Auto-City..we went to Gurney to met with Jia Chean and Geraldine..
while waiting them back from jobs..we talks a lot at HOL..
we followed them back to hostel for dressing up after they finished job..
Jerry helped us set the hairs..haha..he's very elastic with hairstyling man..cool~!
11pm..we go down to car park to met Lynn and Kenny after finished dressing..

actually they plan to celebrate My bday at Mois..coz they know I'm really wish to go there..
coz I NEVER go to clubbing before~!..haiz..I want to take a look at there [=.=]
but after discussion..we went to One Stop..coz Jim have show at that night..
felt so bored then we enter the pub..coz there's no one inside there~! [@.@]
so we plan to celebrate at Fuel, Auto-City..there also is a place for clubbing..!
hohoOs~! so excited~! coz I can go to clubbing now..felt so curious how it look like..haha!

JiaChean drive so fast while driving on the Penang Bridge~! like Initial D! haha~!
they're so rush coz there was almost 12am..we must reaches there b4 12am~! [>-<]
but too bad..it's 12am when we wating for the traffic light outside of Auto-City..
when Michell scream that there was 12am..the others in the car was too excited~!
they sing so loudly with understanding in the car~! arghhh..really mad man~!
Jerry gave me a lighter and ask me instead it as a candle and ask me to make a wish~!
ahahahaha~!they're so CUTE~!!! My cute friends~! haha [^-^]''

it's so hard to find a parking place that day..coz it's Saturday night~!
after turn around and around..Lynn and Kenny find a parking place for us finally!haha
when we go in to Fuel..I was stopped by the guard~!they ask for My IC~!
why just stopped Me?? how about My friends? they also same age with Me what [>.<]
after I gave My IC for them they also don't allowed Me to go in..haiz..
I looked too young for them..I just like a 16-17years old little boy coz My babyface..
haiz..I wish My face can become mature!!! please~!!!

Kenny and Jerry accompany me and pretend to walk around at outside to plans~!
Kenny have make a plans that can let me slunk into the club~!haha!
Me and Jerry was so scared~!..coz he have to protect me to slunk into the club after..
I never do like that before..this was My first time! scary~!
but after that we bring up our courage to slunk into the club~!
I pretend to talk with phone coz try to covered My face..and Jerry walk so fast~!
we felt relieve after met Kenny at snooker park..he's waiting for us there..
then we followed him go to met JiaChean and the others..hiuz~! so scared~! [#.#]

all the table beside us all is in strong and high body size..
we looked so small size when compared with them..LOL!
firstly..all of us just stand there and looking around..do not have courage to move..
Lynn and Kenny wa so good in moving and shaking their body..
after few cup of beer into my body..I also started to dance..

maybe the effected of alcohol..we felt so high~! keep dancing~!
so tired and dizzy coz keep jumped and scream..LOL..
nearly to 2am..they take out the b'day cake..
after sing bday song and blow the candle..they knock My head into the cake..
the cake was smashed~! we smear the cream on others face..haha! so fun~!
the table and floor full of creams..our hair and face also full of cream.. :D
waitress laughed at us..OMG..we're so childish..haha! [>.<]

the club close at 2am above..Jim come to met us after his show..
we planned to go to Raja Uda for supper..but too bad it close already..
so we go to MCD..some of us was lay on the table coz so tired..
Michell was drunk..we went back home after Michell sober..

while I take My things at Jia Chean car..she gave me a bag of thing..
she told me that's my bday gift..wauh~!..that's a white Jacket..thank <3

TQ Kenny, Lynn, Jia Chean, Geraldine, Jerry, Wendy, Michell, Ee San


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thank you guys give me an unforgotten Bday..
I won't forget the moment I'm with you guys..
that's was a wonderful memories between us..


Friendship Forever
keep in touch guys ;3

Monday, July 11, 2011

【Fed Up】



I hate those people who add people..
coz just want to fullfill their friendlist..
some of them not really want to be friend..
they just want for you "LIKE"..

they like to post their Pages or picture all over on other people wall..
just want people to help them click a "LIKE" or vote for them..
did you guys know this is very impoliteness and annoying..?

some of the people so vexatious..
don't know how to describe them..
their behaviour..their act..
let me feel so disgust..yuckkk!!! ><

is that My wrong when I reject to meet with them..?
is that My wrong when din give you My number?

why you guys angry with me?
and scold Me by no reason?

I have  the right to do so!
you don't have that qualification to scold or angry with Me!!!


suck! SUCK!! SUCK!!!

really felt want to get a punch on their face!..
but I wont coz I don't want to be like them..
they are so impoliteness and vexatious~!!!

I'm really feel so sick of this kind of people..

Thursday, July 7, 2011

【0307-070711】


最近都很忙..学校有很多东西要做..
先是club interview..接下来就是computing project..
最重要的还是..离考试的时间还剩3个月 [@_@]''

本来打算club interview那天呆在Art & Design那边的..
因为我想这次应该不会像上次farewell那样了吧?
但事情不是我想的那样..呵呵..我太天真了..

进到里面..还是和上次在farewell那天一样..
我好像sohai这样站在那边..没被吩咐做些什么..
他们那些人也只看了我一眼然后就继续做他们的事..
算了..反正我一直以来都好像不是这个club的..
我还是比较喜欢武术..至少会有人理会你..


在我打算离开学校的时候..我遇到了Vivian..
她要我去PRS那边帮忙..因为那边不够人手..
在我犹豫的当时..她就去跟Art & Design的主席商量..
主席答应后..我也过去PRS帮忙了..
还好我遇到她..阿不然我真不知道我当天该怎么过..

他们跟我说明了一些东西..我就跟KuZai一起负责外面..
KuZai在下面拉人..我就在上面负责招待人..哈哈哈
有人说我好像在做义工这样..服务周到..LOL~!
KuZai很厉害哦..她的声音好像speaker这样..GENG! \[>o<]/

club interview结束后就跟KuZai他们去Jusco吃午餐..
走了很久最后还是选择在Old Town吃午餐 [>.<]''
KuZai忙着买东西..而我们就忙着拍照..哈哈!
Vivian真的很疯狂..什么都拍..其实我也差不多啦..哈哈
我还在Digitalbay跳起舞来了..因为那个音乐让我不由自主的动了起来..
可是Vivian只拍到后面的罢了..也就是几秒的舞..哈哈..无聊!


那天过后我很少呆在宿舍..一直往外跑..
不是因为club的东西..而是忙着赶project! [>~<]''
昨天和Sun Belle去Vivian的宿舍一起赶project..
做到9点多我们才各自回去..可是还是做不完..
因为有很多东西要弄..~谁叫我们喜欢last minute呢?

前天做project做到半夜3点多..不能顶了才关掉电脑睡觉..
隔天7点半就醒来赶project了..哇~~~那个眼睛超累!

过后就跟Nicholas和纪先生他们一起去吃早餐..多了一个Vivian..哈哈..
其实我们都已经习惯了..每个星期三我们都会到Nicholas的宿舍去..哈哈..
都是因为project的关系..哈哈..除了我们还有其他人也会到 :D


有Vivian在显得比较热闹..因为她很吵..哈哈哈! XD
而那天的Nicholas弹起吉他来也显得特别yeng!..哈哈
project print好后我们全部就坐在阳台上..Nicholas任我们点歌..
Nicholas真的很厉害..什么歌都会..才子才子 :D

过后Vivian就一直吵着叫我们唱歌..她要录..
LOL..最后我们还是照做了..一弹一唱..死Vivian干嘛不唱 [=.=]
最后那个Video还是被我upload上Facebook了..Nicholas出名了..哈哈! XD

昨晚跟甜和华一起在宿舍看了一部恐怖片..【阴儿房】
他们那两个家伙竟然还没开始入戏就说不要看了 [=.=]
炸到~!最后在我的苦苦哀求下他们才继续看下去..
可是他们两个全程都是遮着眼睛看的..LOL!


【阴儿房】这部电影不错..鬼不是很恐怖..
恐怖的是那个音乐特效..故事题材很赞..
关系到灵魂出窍的..可惜那个结尾我不是很满意咯~~~

今天星期四没上课..不懂什么大日子了..
本来打算一整天呆在宿舍的..因为懒惰出去..
可是刚才下午还是到学校去了..去看lower 2nd interview..
虽然不是自己的club..但气氛都比自己的club来得还要好..

星期五要回家咯~!..兴奋ing :D

Sunday, June 26, 2011

【WACK】



不懂是我倒霉还是什么的..
为什么每次出门都会碰到一些奇奇怪怪的人?
从小..到现在同样的事情一直发生在我身上..

在这么多当中..我最怕最怕的还是那个..
对..就是去年跟踪我..然后给我飞吻的那个光头佬..
还跟到我宿舍来..半夜看到他站在我宿舍楼下..靠!!!

到了今年..我去到那里还是会看到他..
他看到我时就会停下脚步然后视线不离我..
还好每次碰到他时都有朋友在身边..不然我真的不懂怎样..

无可否认..这么多个里面他是我遇过最恐怖的一个..
他那眼神..诡异的笑容..那副眼镜..那个光头 [=.=]

啊~~~!!!..我以后出去一定会加倍小心的!!!
希望可以赶快毕业..我就不用遇到这个变态光头佬了 [>o<]

Saturday, June 25, 2011

【Just be Me.】


其实在网站放照片..post status很正常..大家也不是这样?
为什么总爱拿着枪对着我乱射? 又不看你们对自己开枪?

一开始我就说过了..我开的专页是给那些加不到我的人加的..
那不是我的粉丝团..也没有其它的意思..就这么简单..
我不会像其他人那样一直在别人的wall上宣传自己的专页..
没这个必要..因为我不是什么大明星之类的..不需要这样做..


... .."有麝自然香, 何必当风立"


就算在网上红了又怎样? 
下了线后回到现实中还不是普通人一个?




可是我知道大家并不是这么想我..很多都以为我是个爱扮高调的人..
不过也不能怪你们..只能说你们不懂我..你们一点也不了解我..

不要总是以人家的外表来断定一个人的性格..你们是帮人看相的么?
这么厉害的话..为什么不在路边摆个摊子帮人算命看相?


张逑瓴..张逑瓴..

不要再让其它人踩上头来..要学会反抗..
不要再看着人家的脸色过日子..要活得有尊严点..
不要一直活在人家的一张坏嘴上..要学会做回自己..


做回自己, 那才是真正的你.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

【恐怖的美女】


今天真的是艳遇艳遇..可是是非常恐怖的艳遇 [=..=]
因为等不到97号巴士..就坐802回家..

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上了巴士我选了最后第二排靠窗的位子坐了下来..
这时有一个美女..选了我前面的位子坐了下来..
她看着我..我就看回她..其实这是很正常的反应啊..
可是..不知道怎么的..她站了起来离开了她原本坐的位子..
就毫不犹豫的往我旁边那个空位坐了下去..还坐到很靠近那种..

我感到很奇怪..巴士上这么多空位你不坐偏偏选这里??
算了..不去理她..我稍微拉开了身子..整个人斜靠着窗..
还以为没什么的我..过后发现她一直看着我..LOL!!!
说真的我不喜欢人家这样看着我..更何况是个陌生人!

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我只好看向窗外..可是可以感觉得到有东西在注视着!! [@_@]''
也不知道她搞什么的..一直动到我..我看她..她也眼大大的看回我..
walao..她是什么人来的..不会拍写的咩??

这还不算什么..因为好戏还在后头.. [=-=]
坐在前面的人一直往我这边看过来..LOL..到底什么事?
不反过去看还好..反过去看那女生时我整个人傻去..
你们知道她做什么吗..她在哭!!!抽涕声还是蛮大声的那种..
maile..无端端哭起来到底是怎样啊..?? 怪不得前面的人一直看过来 [=……=]
搞不好人家以为是我在欺负她..我才想哭咧! [T..T]


本来想拿tissue给她..过后想了想还是不要好..
因为她在哭的时候也一直看着我..还偷看我有没有看她..
啊!!!天啊..她是在假哭还是什么啊..!! 切供~!

真的超压力啊..想换位又不能..因为巴士上的人越来越多..
我只好假装拿出电话..然后信息给朋友..跟她说我遇到了疯人..
过后那女的突然停止了哭泣..从钱包拿出了钱走去还巴士费..
我也趁这个时候赶快跑下巴士!..呼!感觉脱离了困境 [=v=]''

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要是我错过了这辆巴士我就要等多几个小时才有巴士了..
只好打电话给朋友..看她会给什么意见..讲电话时我很激动..
听了朋友的意见后又上回那辆巴士..因为我可不想等多几个钟啊..
算了..为了剩回那几个钟的时间..我还是上巴士算了..

还了巴士费后..我想坐回原本刚才的位子..可是那个女生还在..
她还坐在我之前做的那个位子..也是一样的一直看着我..
靠!..算了..太恐怖了..我就跟一个外劳坐..

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呼~~~顿时松了一口气..不敢在往后面看了..
那个女生是真的很美..可是..她这样我觉得很恐怖 [=.=]



Thursday, June 16, 2011

【爸爸节快乐】

时间是最好的良药..

所有的..

愉快的..
不愉快的..

都会被淡忘..
淡到你再也记不起来..

不过有些幸福是一辈子的甜..
有些伤是一辈子的痛..
有些思念是一辈子也不会淡忘的..

梦境里..常出现关于爸爸的点点滴滴..

怀念爸爸冒着大雨送我上学..
怀念爸爸为我做好吃的菜肴..
怀念爸爸睡觉打呼的声音..
怀念爸爸那慈祥的笑容..
怀念爸爸那爽朗的笑声..
怀念爸爸那红彤彤的脸..


怀念帮你刮胡子..
怀念帮你点燃香烟..
怀念帮你搭配衣服..
怀念帮你梳头发..
怀念帮你剪指甲..


现在你不在了..显然有点不习惯..

记忆总是会被一丝丝的勾起..然后让我沉醉许久许久..不想醒来..
我又梦到爸爸了..醒来后..清点记忆里的点点滴滴..我哭了..
  
3年前..在我生日的前几天..你入院了..
看着你躺在病床上一动也不动的..泪流满面的握着我们的手..说不出话来..
看到你辛苦的样子..我很心痛..不经流下了眼泪..

在我生日的那一天凌晨5点..接到了医院的来电..说你不行了..
赶到医院时..医生帮你打了支针..然后要我们努力和你说话..希望你可以醒过来..

我和弟弟握着你的手..跟你说了好多话..但你始终没有醒过来..心跳也一直往下降..
一群医生突然赶进来抢救着..我们不知道发生了什么事情..只知道情况不妙..但希望坏事不会实现..


"这次的生日我什么礼物都不要..我只要你醒过来..跟我说句话.."


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抢救一番后..一个女医生从里面走了出来..我着妈妈的手说道.. 

"Sorry aunty..我们已经尽力了..uncle没有了.."

妈妈很镇定的拉着我和弟弟进去..可是一进到里面..妈妈失控了..放声大哭..用力的摇晃着爸爸冰冷的身躯..然后晕倒在地上..

我和弟弟望向窗外的天空..泪水烫湿了脸..

"老天爷..这就是你给我的生日礼物吗?"

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不想刻意去想你..但总是会不经意的想你..


在外人看起来..我们好像什么事都没有..
其实这只是表面上而已..就像弟弟说的..


"我们的泪水就像瀑布般在心里流着..谁懂?"

每当朋友们幸福的谈着他们的父母时..我装作不在乎..其时..我心里有些痛..
那种痛..只有一个人..躺在床上..听着自己的心跳声时..才会感觉到是那么的刺骨..
所以总是会悄悄的落泪..很努力地用被子捂起来..不想让大家看到我的脆弱..

你走了..隔壁的天堂多了你的笑声..
而我..只能靠记忆去想像你的笑..


"你在那里过得可好..?"


爸, 父亲节快乐 :']